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[03 Jul 2006|11:32pm] |
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I'm back from the beach. it was fun and I looove my girls, but i'm glad i'm back.
I like doing things that people dont expect me to do && I like doing things that no one else is willing to do.
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[18 Jun 2006|10:11pm] |
happy fathers day
I slept all day today. Woke up at five. That was kinda exciting. I never do that.
Bad things happened this past weekend. I definitly saw people that I never wanted to see again. or ever hear from again. or anything. but thats okay cause it didnt kill me.
I got shot with those air gun things I dunno what they are but Jason shot me and was so close to me that my arm bled. I was mad, and it hurt like a bitch, so I murdered him. not really.
Someone hit Ward's car. we noticed at like four this morning when we all went outside to leave. He was pretty pissed and I felt really bad. I love ward he is a really good guy.
Megan snuck out of her house for the first time last night. I kind of made her do it. She didnt believe that I was really gonna come get her, but she should never doubt me and sure enough at 1am and I showed up and was like "Get your ass out here!" it was quite exciting.
Anyways... it feels weird not doing anything tonight. just being at home. alskdjfiaevalsdef.
I leave for the beach in a week. I'm so excited. Michelle and I are going to have the best time ever. cause we're soooo hxc lol
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[12 Jun 2006|01:01am] |
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soo I've convinced myself, with the help of others, to revive my lj. and I have two and couldnt decide which one I wanted to start using, cause I kinda like the other one better, but I forgot the password. but anyways... I guess I'll be writing again?? && everything is different now and I'm so confused lol, I have a lot of things to change. :-p
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[08 Nov 2005|12:17am] |
Its hard to know what to say anymore. who to say it to, why to say it, how to say it.
We filter out what isnt important, the unnecessary details, things that make no difference. What makes things not important, how can you know that something has an absolute value greater than something else. If one detail can't change the world then whats to say one person can. so does it make a difference if we lose any one person?
Hugh Elizabeth Lisa and I discussed the dealth penalty today. We all have our own opinions, but nobody's right because nothing is right.
Guns dont kill people, people do. If people didnt have guns would so many still die? Probably, but we dont know, that detail is unimportant.
We also discussed drinking and temperance. Jesus drank. That justifies the Christians. We have freedom of religion. Jesus was a Jew anyways.
When you think of Jews what do you think of? The Star of David & Hanukkah? Or the holocaust and Aldolf Hitler? It doesnt matter which, that detail is unimportant.
What do you say when its your turn to talk. Its hard to know what to say anymore. who to say it to, why to say it, how to say it. When is it your turn to talk.
~AprilMarie
PS- one statement in this entry was majorly influenced by my own beliefs more so than all the others. which one?
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[31 Aug 2005|11:54pm] |
Teenagers have all the time in the world. they really do. at least in their mind. but then theres no time left and their world ends very suddenly, but if the world ends then they really did have all the time in world and now all the time in the world has ended cause their world has ended so their time has to as well. I mean time doesnt have to but once you run out of it its still there just not for you and thats just an unpleasant thought. Almost unfair. that we have so much time to use and we use it all until we realize that theres so much more that we didnt get to use and wont get to because our time is up but we had all the time in the beginning and now time goes on without us because we have everything but time.
I havent updated in a looooong time. like a real update. theres no need for one, before or now, but I guess I'm just in the mood to now which is a rare occasion of the least.
Michelle and Ellison are hardxcore rappers even though rap isnt hardxcore.
Huston is Ellisons bestfriend.
I rolled the window up on michelles cig and broke it.
Anita's calculator has cancer.
Laurens reaction time is 6987519453496812465.003,
mine is .2 lol
My mother and I are gas pump illiterate
Saying hi to someone who's in your class doesnt mean you want their life story.
KENNY PERRY pictures that look more like emo girls and nothing like K.P. boys.
Yelling fuck really loud in your car with the windows up and still being loud enough and able to get the boy walking in front of the car's attention makes my girlfriend giggle.
Its funnier when the boy drives by again.
Mary-Death got a puppy. I played with it. She was really cute and funny and cute and nice and cute. I whistled and puppy stopped moving. she sat very still, for like five mintues, would not play or move. DAMN
SEX. SEX, SEX, SEX! hahah people like to talk about sex. its fun. talking about it i mean.. ha ha ha. Someone had sex with BEEP and someone else with butthole. LOL.
Q. Sex
A. a)female b)male c)yes please d)same gender please! e)virgin... f)sex?
I win you lose HA HA. Capri dont know! Gwyn dont know! April dont know! April for real dont know about no preclac! I like to write notes... but they're never good. I like pretty like with marker funny and pointless but really have a point but its just not there kind of notes. I'm bad at journal entries to. its sad when you're bad at a journal entry, but you cant technically be bad at a journal entry cause its just what you think and how you feel.
Dont claim straightedge if YOUR NOT!
The Amie Catherine Clan (TACC) will steal your sxeness away!!! mwhahaha.
I miss when people would slam dance in parking lots cause they were "punk" enough to do it lol.
Everythings dead now and I miss really good shows! So much fun... blah alskdjvlajsevkansdkjflkasjdf I win you lose!
always
April
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[17 Aug 2005|11:06pm] |
this summer four of my friends have almost died.
I'm not okay with that, but they're all okay so I'm okay with that.
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[14 Jun 2005|10:42pm] |
Ellison is leaving for like ever. I'm glad I got to hang out with you today elli! you missed me laying on an ant pile but its okay. I love you have fun at the beach!
I got to hang out with my girlfried a lot today and that made me really happy cause I love my girlfriend and hanging out with her even when the day is a dud.
Do you ever feel like it was all a waste. Like when you try your very very hardest at something and you do wonderful at it and it was amazing but then you think about it and what was it worth.
............I mean everythings fine, but what makes everything fine. What am I doing why am I doing it. I could be making the best of everyday I'm given but when is everything thats great going to be perfect.
I really dont expect anyone to understand what I'm talking about cause I dont really know.
I love Dashboard Confessional. Just thought I should let you know. Because you care right. Right.
your.hair.is.everywhere.
You really only every understand a small part of a person, cause nobody really knows who they are. I'm April, but who the fuck is April.
I'm really happy.
I'm not allowed to be sad. Its like, if you have emotion and something bothers you, then you're weak. Newsflash. Everyones weak, and the people who think they are stronger than everyone else, they're the weakest.
I'll get pitied and yelled at if I'm sad.
Theres blood covering my rainbow, just the right one.
My leg got cut, and it bled, a lot, I mean I could have donated all that blood, but my leg and rainbow decided they needed to be covered in it, so thats okay I guess.
Sweet Valley.
David Michael is taking me to see the Batman movie tonight cause it comes out tomorrow and he gets to screen it or whatever tonight. I like Batman, hes pretty cool, but I like Spiderman just as well. Whos your favorite comic book super hero?
If you've read this far and are still reading you should leave me a comment that says bubbles in it somewhere cause that would make me giggle that you actually have read all of this nonsense and are still reading it.
Cody is going to surf camp... *giggle plus smile* he goes "muddin" in his car and thats cool, I've never been and someone should take me.
I need to put new pictures of my on my myspace. None of the ones on there look like me anymore and that is silly but I dont have the software to do it. Myspaces are funny and everyone has one. Myspace it up!! har har. I saw Dax and Dustin and Emo Glasses and Amber yesterday.
I love you guys
Bobby Jo
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[13 Jun 2005|09:09pm] |
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Your b.e.a.utiful.
Shes lost her will time is standing still
You are the epitome of perfection. & I want you to know that everything you do is okay, cause you're going to be okay in the end.
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[09 Jun 2005|10:13pm] |
I really like to type... I wanna be one of those peeps who sits in a court room and types everything that is said... that'd be soo cool. but I'd probably mess it up... shhhh they dont know! hahha
So I hate to say it guys but I dont think a movie tomorrow night is gonna work... I mean everyone can still go, everyone but me, cause I dont feel well, not at all, to much sun makes me sick like literally and it sucks, and I'm really burnt, and just dont feel like I can make it tomorrow... but sometime soon I promise!!!
and everyones leaving for senior week anyways... even all the not seniors lol
so I'm kinda tired but the girls bought and brought me a key lime pie. I'm really excited. and tomorrow when I get home I get to see my dreaded report card.
Aeropostale called me today. its sad that I'm not really sure how to spell their name lol. but I have an interview, and I'll get to wear my pearls lol.
My "punk" black choker with the stars... yeah its getting old. Someone wanna be me something new? holla
love always
bobby jo
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[06 Jun 2005|09:44pm] |
So... I'm offically changing my name from April Marie to..
Bobby Jo
yeah I think I like that. Bobby Jo. I'll answer to it too. People were calling me all night tonight and I've gotten rather use to it, which is mega weird.
So I say the word so a lot. Lets go to the movies this weekend. All the girls... and we all have to bring a guy. yep... maybe two guys. and the guys can pick the movie just so they'll come, cause we dont really care.
Movies Friday? I think so. If you wanna be one of my dates let me know!
love always,
Bobby Jo
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[05 Jun 2005|08:01pm] |
I spent last night in the hospital
that never needs to happen again
thank you everybody, I love you all very much
My friends rock, all of them, every last one of them, forever&ever
April
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[04 Jun 2005|01:01am] |
sooooo i went to a show and it was like woooooah! and everyone went woot woot cause we are cool kids. and i'm really hyper and its like two in the morning and i have to babysit tomorrow morning and zach was here yesterday but it feels like 1093485209384092534 ago cause i dunno and everything woooooooooooooo i think i'm really really tired but i'm trying really hard to type correctly. i loove that card game and yes i meant to put two o's in love bitches! and I like hanging out with my friends they are so funny and cool and the best they make me all sorts of happy uh huh uh huh. and we went to see josh yesterday and michelle and brandi didnt know they can smoke in a house where someone else is hitting a bong mwhahahha silly poopy heads and i want that puppy it followed me and we took kyle to twinkys and he is sillllllly but its all good cause i got poppppopopopcorn yes maam i did and yeah that show was really really good and i dont call people back enough i need to work on that for real sorry peeps. and pooooor pooooor april but its okay cause he got arrested tonight which really sucks but oh well and grad parties tomorrow after i babysit mother of pearl i have real pearls now my grandmother had them and they are b.e.a.utiful.
kay good night
April
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[17 May 2005|10:38pm] |
1. Reply to this thread and I will write something about you.
2. I will then tell what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, it would be...
4. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
5. I will share some thoughts about your LJ
6. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. Put this in your journal.
So guys... today I was sick I slept for a long time. and then I had to pick my brother up from school, which was weird. Brians friend threw a cookie in my car and then brain threw a sunny d bottle in the guys car and that guy threw it at another guy in a truck and the guy in the truck opened the bottle and slung the sunny d back in the first guys car and then they raced down edgewood. it was all in good fun though.
After me n my brother got home I played piano like all day. it was actually kind of fun. sometimes i forget how much I really do love playing the piano and its sad to think that I only have one more lesson with ms brenda until next school year. modesty is stupid, i kicked ass at my last recital and half the kids wanted to learn the song i played, that for real made me happy.
Softball last night, oh my gosh. I played so well against the cardinals. it was awesome. for those of you who dont play softball/baseball and dont know, at the end of the game the teams walk by each other and give high fives and say good game and then the coaches for each team shake hands, but the cardinals coaches shook my hand which is really saying something no matter how corney and stupid that may sound. i was really excited, and yeah lol. it may sound dumb but for real that made like my week.
Chris broke up with me today. which i understand. for a while i had been complaining about him and saying that i wish we could just be friends but when we were just friends i had complained about how we werent dating. I always seem to do that to. so i told myself I needed to grow up cause i really do love hanging out with chris and talking to him and being with him so like a few days after i decided that i needed to quit being stupid and be happy for what i have he breaks up with me. that sucks. i deserved it though. & I am always busy so I really understand.
so this entry has been really stupid, and semi emo. thats gay. i need to work on that.
After I left Ms. Brenda's tonight I went to see michelle and megan and nick and marshel at megans house and there was like a rock stuck in my flip flop so after i parked my car i stood up and had pushe up off the door to stand up cause i was talking on the phone and only had one hand and it had locked my door and while i got the rock out of my shoe my door shut and i locked my keys in my car while it was running. it was the funniest thing ever in my life. my daddy had to come unlock my car with the spare key. gosh it really was like wayyyy funny.
Then my brakes were locked and I didnt know what to do so michelle had to start my car cause i flipped out and couldnt lol, i'm retarded! so I was in my car again and michelle goes "omg theres a bug on you" and I almost jumped out of my car but it was in drive and that made me scream too so i slammed it in park and jumped out of my car screaming about a bug and wow it was so sad. I made nick check my car for bugs after that lol.
James came over and we watched one tree hill. it was fun yep yep. James thrives off of reality tv, but he made me orange rolls and even though he makes fun of the way i say orange rolls its okay I still love him for making them for me.
okay well i guess thats all I have to say. oh and that Next show! omg its soooo funny i love it i watched like 4 episodes of it today!!! heck yes!!!
and yes... i may not know what team america or whatever its called is, and i may have never seen southpark, but i watch family guy every night of my life thank you very much.
love always
Aprizzle
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[09 May 2005|02:47pm] |
so i'm in the library, not really doing anything, really want school to get out so i can go get my car and go to softball practice lol.
This weekend was awesome. I feel bad cause i didnt get hang out with chris but i was for real so busy, except at night.
exams are soon, and then i'm out of school, duh huh.
i think i might get a job at aeropostale this summer, that'd be hot. i miss a lot of my friends, i'm glad they're coming back from college.
well i'm going to go. i get my license by the way so hit me up and I'll come pick you up lol
<3 April
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[02 May 2005|09:54pm] |
Happy Birthday Dad!
So a lot has happened and I need time to think. For months I have rarely had time, I really am always busy, but suddenly I dont even have time to stop and think anymore, and I want you to hold my hand but you're not there so I shut up. Why bother bitching about it, not like its going to change anything, expect maybe peoples attitudes.
My birthday is Wednesday, and I get my license Friday. I have some of the best friends in the world and I'm going to go ahead and thank them now but I'll definately be thanking them again later. One of my best friends in the world isnt that great, & I'm not going to be surprised when they dont call me or see me.
Bobby got accepted to UNCW. I'm really happy for him, thats so freaking awesome! riight riight.
This shit is bananas
B-A-N-A-N-A-S
I like Blaine Larsen. he is my hero, and yes he is a country singer lol.
My brother has to go to court tomorrow while I'll be at my double header softball game in Durham.... hmmmm
So Saturday I went to a show, big surprise me at a show riight lol but it was good I liked it. At aces by the way. Me my girlfriend and her b/f were against the stage for Bloodjinn. uber exciting. I punched Twinky. that was fun lol. for as much as people complain about the scene, they cant seem to get enough of it, nobody in particular really, like i probably couldnt say a name even if i tried, but really. I heart the scene.
The waitress at blue ribbon made fun of me today. I guess I deserved it. everyone got to laugh at me. they laughed at me again when I breathed in helium, that was fun
No boom boom in the barracks.
I'm really sick of school. it needs to go away, like right now.
okay well I'm done kids. I hope you didnt read all this cause then you're really lame but its okay cause I love you anyways cause I love everyone hahha
xoxo Ape
PS~ Doug dyed his hair. I saw him today. aww. it was cute
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[25 Apr 2005|02:49pm] |
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Q. What is the square root of 69?
( Answer )
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[25 Apr 2005|01:18pm] |
"Well if you're so bored why dont you go eat some more FAT ASS!"
hahahahahahahaha
L.G.&E.A.H. are funny kids and thats a really old joke
hearts
April
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